as of tonight i have received twenty-three e-love letters from a man on the internet who only knows me from one of my random site profiles. i have never responded to these notes i get pseudo-regularly, from anywhere between several times a week to perhaps a month apart ever since last october. every single note seems unperturbed by the lack of response and without reference to my silence. they are short, misspellt and occasionally clumsily lurid. sometimes he just tells me what he's up to. "making a dear skin suit" or "going to meditate at a budhist monastary." he has regularly invited me to build a tipi on his land in woodstock, NY.
i'm a little frightened that when i receive new email from him...i don't really react anymore.
i also wonder if i should be flattered, or merely note this delusionally devoted behaviour i get now and again. boop.